Sober

First of all, let me clarify that i am not associated with any drinking right now. It's just a song I've been hooked on to so the title does not really mean anything!

Moving on, i guess i would like to say hi? It's been almost half a year since I've written and I guess I kind of missed it! So, I'm just going to update on everything that has been going on in college. Well I guess things started out really bad. I just hated college so badly especially the people there because well, they weren't my cup of tea. And after all that frustration, I just told myself to concentrate on studying and just keep on drilling myself with books. Company in college doesn't matter anyway especially after the fact that we aren't going to meet anymore after 1 and a half years. So as time passed, I just kept my face into the books and not realizing the people that I always hang out with are actually quite the coolest. I keep on lingering to the fact that some individual people are so obnoxious that I just decided to shut down on everyone else. I totally regret that I did not cherish the people around me enough and I hope that more memories will be made as time passes! So I'd like to just say sorry to the people who I did not fully appreciate and cherish earlier.

Asides of that, I feel like I've been dwelling too much into the insanical topic: religion. I have been going haywire thinking of how some people are so hardcore and obsess on being religious. I am not saying it is wrong but sometimes people prioritise religion so much that it gets over to them. They are so blinded by religious beliefs until their humanity has gone down the drain. I'm not writing against religious people but to those people who are too crazy about it but they do not understand fully on the meaning of being human. They do not think wisely of other's feelings and empathise enough. Well, I'm glad that you pray everyday but what do those prayers really mean if you act differently on ground? You pay respect to God saying that you are innocent but really, are you? I'm just saying that everyone has their own opinions and thoughts towards a certain matter. Just because you pray everyday or study about religious beliefs and read the bible, doesn't mean that everything you say is right. It doesnt mean that you have all the power in the world and it doesnt give you the right to judge other people's thoughts. It definitely doesnt mean that we have to support and root the same side. It does not mean that whatever you think, everyone has to think of it the same way. Being the best and nicest and wisest human on living earth? I feel like being wise is where you would try to fully understand why someone acts that way and not the way you expect them to. Being wise is about helping and caring and not being so selfish or obnoxious. We do things in a thoughtful way and the most efficient method by not hurting anyone physically nor mentally.

I dont know. I feel like all my thoughts have clumped and collated in my brain. Ugh, sucks not being able to fully and specifically describe what I am trying to say.
That's all for now, i will update soon!

-aw