Cheers to the last day of second semester of A Levels, and to the last month of the year. Time definitely flew pass by this year. It felt like alot has happened, yet not really. Is it weird or is it only me?
Anyhow, I've been doing fine.
Maybe, maybe not.
Is it normal to be dreaming about someone you've been thinking about? Yes, I assume. But then is it okay to be dreaming about the same person everyday for almost a week already?
Dreams are the only most personal and private thing to us. It can't be escaped unlike when reading a horror-based book or when watching a scary film. It can't be controlled, like our feelings. Are my dreams psychic? Are they trying to tell me what my feelings really mean or are they trying to relay a message to me? All I want to know honestly, is if the people we are dreaming about, do they know that they appear in our dreams? What about us? Do we appear in their's?
My dream was sweet. Not any sexual sweet, but love sweet. It's too unhealthy for me because everytime I wake up, all I can think about is how amazingly written the dream was. I get disappointed every day after those type of dreams because I realize that the chances of it happening in real life are not really significant at all. But, the feeling though, I can remember every single bit of comfort and happiness I felt during the dream. I felt cozy, warm, and protected. This might all sound like a nuisance but to me, the intensity of the dream felt real. And maybe that is the reason why when I woke up, i felt empty, lonely and robbed.
No matter what, I like my dreams that I've been having. Eventhough it will not happen in reality, at least I get to know what it feels like and know that it can happen in my own personal space. Wish to be blessed with these dreams for a few more days or maybe weeks. And I promise my best to move on from those dreams when I am ready.
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