I'm unusual.

I don't want to be afraid, i wanna wake up feeling beautiful again and to know that i'm okay. Cause everyone else is so gorgeous and perfect in their usual way, so you see, i just want to believe in me.i love you. oh my gosh, i just can't , literally can't, stop thinking about you. sigh.

today was great. :) not really. personal thoughts :

im weird, im different, im ugly. 

honestly, people call me fat. i know i shouldn't take this words as a judgement but it kind of takes control of who i am. i just want to be those pretty girls that are slutty and skinny. honestly, i don't even think i am that fat. ugh, i wish i was prettier and not that chubby. 

nothing much went on today. cheer was normal, but i liked it today. english drama was a quarter fail. but i still count it as a success. (: im having a really bad tummy ache now, so im not going to blog for long. just look at these pictures. cheer confessions! 

x , :*